Monday

penat + blur = xsedap badan

hurm. xtaw nape badan ni penat sgt2. mmg da terase dri pg td agy after nmpak xcident. ngeri lorh! da2! xmoe ingt. after that happen start ar ak termenung n agak terdiam seketika. pas masok keje jewp td ak rse ak da leyh control la cket. even x byk cket pon ok la. anyway. mmg mcm bese ak dtg keje x uat ape2. bese la ujung2 taun ni.agak lengang ofis ni. sume out station. but ak still cbokkan dri dengan uat research sendiri pasal ape2 je.


wat i wanna write here juz wanna share about my feeling. PENAT : hurm. x taw la kenape ak peant sgt ni. ak uat byk mende pon. juz cbokkan dri menulis x heni2 dr td. mybe ak penat cz pg2 agy td ak da kene ujan. dok dalm bgunan ni plak penuh nan econ. perh! mmg syok la ak. mmg susah ar ak nk berpeluh ;( huaa~ very2 uncomfortable langsg ni. but than ak kene tahan jewp ni. kat lua still hujan lebat. xtaw la nk blek nnty still hujan lgy or x. but than juz pray that it will stop b4 im going back.


hurm. BLUR plak ? tah la. ak rse cm xdeh mood. kpale ak da start nk melayang2 da ni. tah ape nk jd pon ak x taw. kesian aina ajak borak ak cm x interested nk dga. sory aina. ak pon x taw nape nan ak ni. juz feel xsedap badan. ak tau ko pon nk demam en? huhu. masing2 da start x sedap badan. isk. today ak x terase pressure sgt. cme td ak maen2 nan amer. konon x pena tgk 1 movie ni dlu nan dye. padahal kyterg pena tgk. juz nk usik2 dye jep. x taw plak dye merajuk nan ak. msg ak balas pon nk x nk jewp. pendek2 je balas. pas uh trus senyap. hurm. mara ak plak. ak juz  nk maen2 je. x taw plak dye take that so seriusly. hurm.


XSEDAP BADAN hurm. juz wanna someone teman ak jewp wktu ni. tah la. selalu amer jage ak law ak tga cmni. even jauh dia rse dekat jep nan ak. dlu kat poli ak terase selalu di jage. ssh rsenye ak nkjatuh saket. asal x shat jewp dtg dr uma bwk smthing tok ak. makanan la ape la. xpon teman ak beborak jup bia ak x ikotkan sgt saket ak ni. teringat jewp. mse uh. manis jewp. dye byk spend times tok ak x kale ak sush seng,sihat saket. seriously i really love u honey. but now? msig2 bz nan keje masing2. nan dye plak majok. ak da rse sorang2 da ni.


kate org ble seseorg tu adelah semangat kyte, dye akn selalu jd peneman kyte xkyre la dye kat mne sekalipon. tp sekli dye tglkan kyte , sure semangat u pon hilang bersame2 dye. i need him rite now. juz for a while pon thats ok. :'((

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